Tag: Issue 11

  • the next field over (2)

    like monarchs bitter from all the milkweed hope, in its before-form, is only a measure of protection i swallow, drink from wind. how i squash that same old, same old tamp it down with the tin. maybe it’s best to not turn from the truth but truth is really just what sticks best like beggar’s…

  • Letting Myself Go

    There was a moment, in fifth grade. I, sitting on the floor next to those metal and plywood desks, waiting for the bell to ring me home to my mother, home to the street which was flooded so high I could go out in my bathing suit and lay in it, could forget about my…

  • To Mellow His Meltdowns

    Our son twists his face into the panicked look you might get right before a car crash as he stomps his foot and says Your mom’s 
gonna get raped and you’re gonna cry and we wonder where he heard that. His behaviorist told us to whisk him off to his room to mellow his meltdowns,…

  • Traps

    after I was diagnosed       &         my friable red gut leaked blood like a new animal I’d grown I came home to learn how to sleep & to name Crohn’s & you should ask someone out to coffee everyone said         &       an ampersand looks like a pregnant belly the…

  • Queerplatonic

    if I wrote you a love poem : you would have pearls at your wrist and teeth at your throat : wolves have suckled you : in my love poem your skeleton would be soft as a pulse : wrapped in blue rain : fox skull socketed with yellow coneflowers : in a house filled…

  • American Mother

    The phone rings. Automated call trying to sell me a cemetery plot.   The procurement form is due today and my aunt fell and broke her collarbone. I must get some soy sauce and salsa for the week. The kid texts me a little heart. I am about to text him back but the dog…

  • Tooth & Claw

    JENNIFER SCANNED the waiting room of her dental office, dividing the patients into predators and prey. The compact man seated against the front wall, with the completely shaved head rolled back and legs spread a foot apart was definitely a predator, likely a dominant male leopard. The lithe woman on the left side, with cheesegrater…

  • Sleepwalking

    1. FOR A WHILE, I forgot that I was a sleepwalker. I went a few years without an episode, to the point that my wife only learned about it after we’d been married. It was unavoidable: one night she found me forcefully removing every item of clothing from my dresser. “I tried to talk to…

  • Issue 11