Daughterland

To be eldest is to be the sentence
before the trial.

Even the exodus left me to wreck
and conquer.

All for a heritage
of lack.

I’ve ruined, drunk, and promised.
Botched my anthems.

I was not born here,
I could never.

I’ve had my own zip code
for years now.

I am tired.
Mine is a country

of excisions.
A citizen unother.