28 January, 2022
Words From a Midwest Farm Wife
for a traveling circus acrobat
You swing here from the East
where nothing is dusty —
just diesel and domes. Where
church spires are syringes
flushed from earth like
strung-out doves, pinpricked
vessels of stupor. Here, cows
cluster in gangs. They chaw
and low. I wish you’d unhook
my blouse, sewn from spit
and calico. But aloft, you sweat
your way through your spiraling
grabs: hand, twist, air — hand.
The dumb meat weight of you
pikes, curls back on itself
like a peeled plum’s skin —
one scared to be caught
staring by the knife. Still
what’s left to risk, or fear? Fists,
maybe. Rope burn. The perpetual
stink of pigs and tractor grease. More
bars like the one you hang from,
showman. But the Big Top’s got
spicier acts than you. Lions seethe
on their stools, their tails like scythes
to slash wheat. And clowns boil
from their red-hot car. They pop
and roll like bath plugs, yanked
from scalded sinks. So, what
would it take for you to blister
your own way down
past the net — the shock
on our Midwestern faces? Are you brave
enough to strike
up a homestead here, in the flattest
form of sky? Fall upwards
at us, like haystacks made you
some sawdust promise: that a girl
would catch you in her
burlap sack. No greater show on
earth: not milk barns. Not flies.
No need to scream on your arrival.